Izzgo@kbin.social 11 months ago
This sounds like it might be an OCD thing, especially given your reasoning. Do you you have other OCD like habits? OCD is relentless once it gets ahold of you, and can have seriously negative effects for both yourself and your loved ones. The earlier you address it, the easier it is to keep it from ruling your life.
chunkystyles@sopuli.xyz 11 months ago
This is my worry, also. These are not normal thoughts.