That's the thing though: I'm very privileged. I'm complaining about getting some dirt on my clothing all the while my "Chinese-looking" friends get planted face first in the mud. I want to work towards building a human community with a shared future, but I'm living in a society where just the mere thought of such a project is seen as utopian. Getting tired of having to hold my tongue whenever someone is being overtly racist just to maintain the jovial atmosphere and not ruin the mood.